I want to go home NOW. If I didn't have a super cheap ticket that doesn't let you make any changes at all I'd be on the phone changing it. Well maybe not right now because it's almost 1am but you get the idea.

I want desperately to be at home right now. Well actually I want to be parents' home. In the spare room bed, eating mom food (chicken soup would be good right now) and ice cream and gorging on all the season finales I missed. Then I want to see my best friend and eat more ice cream and chocolate while I tell her that she was right. And then I'd like to go to work and make money for a change. Then I want to decompress and try and separate the good memories of this trip from the bad ones.

I missed the Orsay. The one museum I really wanted to see. I won't get into why because not everyone needs to know. I'm hoping Brussels will be better but I doubt it. London should be some improvement at least. At the very least it'll be almost over then.

It's terrible that it's come to this.